"9- This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his one and only Son into the world that we might live through him.
10- This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins."
Good God doesn't sacrifice or need anyone to sacrifice for him to love you, He has already loved you before you where born.
Good God doesn't need you to pass a test or be tested to know you're heart as he already knows who you are.
Good God doesn't need you to prove to him that you are loyal, You are not in heaven to be in perfection but in chaos making and learning from your mistakes.
Only entities that try to be God but doesn't understand what it is to be like God would have this way of thinking. Evil sacrifices, satanism, Luciferianism, Kabbalism and so on. God doesn't use a negative to help other people, to save people. the whole point of being here is to learn, to make the choice what side to pick. Good? Evil? Chaotic(not picking a side)? Not picking a side is picking a side.
God Would never ask you to sacrifice your child to prove that you are loyal to God. Only evil thinks this way. The bible has been changed, modified, parts left out, meanings changed over history in purpose to mislead you, to make you slaves, to obey, to be controlled like sheep.
You are not a sheep, when it says the lord is our shepherd and that we should blindly follow him is wrong. You have a soul and this is your connection to God, If you are confused about something or need help understanding something you ask God directly. No one and nothing should be in between you and God ever. You are human here and you need to learn what the difference is, the difference between evil, good and all the shades in between. Guilds will help you but you have to ask because this is a choice you have to make for your self, pick a side.
Its not thou shalt not kill, its thou shalt not murder. You are in chaotic space, this is a place of war.
We live in a very limited 3rd dimensional perspective, eyes, ears, nose and so on are just tools to navigate and interact with in space. Right now some of us are moving from the 3rd to the 4th dimensional aspect so your pay attention to your intuition/gut feeling, instinct, what ever you call it. You have other tools being developing but if you ignore it, it wont grow.
Every probability exist, we don't change things, we act and react with the space around us. Everything has already been created and you are just experiencing and changing your self, your path. The action and reaction with space is the tick tock of what we call time, We act and react with space in 3 dimensions, one of them is a personal interaction and is why 10 mins can seem like a hour but yet the clock says its only been 10 mins. The 2nd is the way everything else interacts, I call it the common time line and it acts and reacts the same regardless of how we navigate through space because we are not changing space. I don't know the 3rd one yet but working on it. Time is just the way we interact with space, we are moving through space giving us that perception. Time travail, like everything we can do this in 3 main ways, from what I understand you can remote view/ dream and looking through another eyes or possession, the 2nd is you can go back as your old self and meet your young self to save a friend that died in a car crash going to the store. You go back and tell your young self what is going to happen and your young self ask your friend to come to your house while the parents go shopping and now the parents and your friend lived because you went back and "changed" things but wait didn't I say you couldn't change things? You can't change space but you can change the path you are on. All probabilities exist so you just went to the path and experienced you intervening and stopping your friend from dying. You still will remember your friend dying because you can't change the space that you experienced. You now have both memories up to the point of coming back to your probable reality. Normally we follow the path of least resistance however we have the ability to change paths if we try. Humans are capable of doing great things, it would make superman look weak, we are told we are weak to control us and to being us down, to make us suffer but if you knew the truth of how powerful you really are evil run the other way knowing it couldn't even think about you because if it did, you would know and find them and destroy them. Your words have a lot of power, your thoughts even more powerful.
If everything has been created why would God be wrathful and flood the earth killing everyone but a small group of people on it. All probabilities exist he wouldn't need to because its all built into it self. You have to make the choice through this maze, he doesn't need to test you, or need you to prove anything to him, or to sacrifice to him. He ask only one thing and that is to try, you can fail every time in every way but just try and you will be accepted and loved as if you did everything right the first time. If you read something about God doing something wrathful to humans or punishing a human that is a lie %100.
Ask God for your self and go from the point as I can't tell you what to do as you have to make that choice for your self, i can only give you the information. None of us are going to make it but the good in us, everything that isn't good from within you will will be removed. So make as much good memories as you can, ask for guidance from your guides but remember to give them permission to help you. If you have ever seen a guide you would know it %100, you would feel them before they show up, if they show up for you. They do glow a light yellow for a short while and it doesn't happen often.
If you pick Good you will be a target gang stalked, stalk sabotage, lie about you to people around you, cults trying to bring you down, mess you up in any way they can. If you show any kind of abilities they will attack you, try to hurt you, kill you, they are desperate if you have sight or any of the clears or healing abilities because they have a lot to hide. Ask God for protection it really is that simple and don't forget to say thanks to the Good Angles, Good guides, Good spirit, Good God, Good entities. Why do I put Good before the word, its because we are in chaotic space and its now a choice you are making, I pick Good to clarify my choice and make it harder for evil to tick its way in. Evil and Evil Cults will try and act like they are your friend, act like they are to help you. They are very good at lying, its what evil does and spend all of its time thinking of how to trick, lie, steal, pull you away from Good God. They don't think like Good thinks so often we don't see it coming.
I know this isn't written professionally as its just what is going on in my mind and was asked to write it down so I did here. I hope it helps people out.