You think what you have planned for your life is the best way for you. But this is not true always. Sometimes, things happen unexpectedly and you resist them because this is not what you wanted for your life. God knows you better than you, he has made you. He knows what is good for you. God will never give what you think is best but what is really best for you. You need to trust that God is our heavenly father and how a father can take wrong decisions for his child. Like a child, you become stubborn for your wishes and things you want but as a father, God will not give you which is not beneficial for you and your soul growth in the longer run.
God can never think of hurting and giving pain to you. Everything in your life is the result of your past and present karmas. His way is not your way but his way is the best. But you still resist and complain about life, because you are looking at things from our short-sighted view but god’s plan is according to the bigger picture.
Sometimes, God will give you what you want in a way you have never imagined or planned. Be open to all the possibilities, he has a greater plan for you. God wants to give far bigger than you have planned for you but you need to trust him and the process of life to reach there. He will reveal one step at a time, not the whole journey. The point is how much you are ready to trust those steps and take a leap of faith. God has not revealed the whole journey to you at one time because you cannot understand everything in this man-made form. And the more you try to understand things; the you get more anxious and create doubts and worries. It’s better to be comfortable not knowing the future rather align with his will and move forward in life.
Sometimes, when life feels like falling apart is that time everything is falling into place. This major shaking is to shift you to a better place. I know it’s difficult to understand god’s plan and his way but let’s not question it. And try to have faith and trust the process of life more each day.
Bless yourself...