Life After 💀 DEATH ROCK 🤘🏻

Thats me at 17 back in 1997.. i was probably at “SOIL” . Klub in San Diego that closed down in 1998. It was one of the last real old school Gothic/Industrial/Death Rock klubs that use to make this town a lot more interesting.

LOOK AT THE MUNKY! 🐒
LOOK AT THE TINY MUNKY!!
anywayz, after SOIL was gone there was this other Klub That was 18+ called WARSAW. it was pretty cool and it was a block from my house which made it my favorite 😂
Heres another photo of me from 1998

i know.... spooooky 🦇
anywayz... after that photo was taken i started going to a Klub called SABBAT. This was a 21+ gothic/industrial/fetish Klub and tho i had been mostly completely sober up until then. Right around the age of 20 i took a hit of ecstasy at a friends house after an event and it changed everything i had thought i knew about the way humans could experience the world. i started investigating the complex world of altered states.. this photo was taken on a night that Krash was born.. Krash is a mask that i wore until i forgot what was underneath it.. anywayz, i knew that i would not alwayz have this type of androgynous physically beautiful appearance so i chose to enjoy the youth that i still had while it lasted. also i started doing a lot of Nitrous Oxide.
this is “President Gas” i created this costume for Halloween in the year 2000. I didnt even retain 1/3 of the memories of the wild times i experienced in those days. This is Jamie. And our Hearse “Blue” we had a pet raven too, but i dont have any surviving photos of our raven “Bruce”
we ended up continuing on my quest to find the light at the end of the rabbit hole... but... rabbit holes end in darkness... By the time we are done... i would go from this:

To this:

those are both this body. They are not both me. But they are the same flesh.
I became Krash in this form:

And Krash turned my body into this form:

I ground my teeth till they broke off at the gumline.. and some i pulled out with pliers

That is a real X-Ray of my Teeth in 2016.
That is from years and years of Heroin/speed/methadone and mental illness..
Thats me in jail with an ex girlfriend that viseted me the last tine i was arrested for drugs in 2008. Things got a lot worse than they look.. but long story short..
this is my fiancé and my ex wife

And here is a photo of our hearse “Ethyl”

And Ethyls best friend “ Sadie Mae”
and heres me now

And tho i am still a heavy smoker

I’m mostly at peace these days

But only when im on Sadie

im sure nobody is still reading this but if you are, thank you so much for your time
Oh and these are our munkys
Junior, and George

ill post more later.. but heres a photo of me getting pulled over in front of my house.. BUT, ..not getting arrested. FINALLY!!!