Dear Diary: Things To Be Grateful For Today In My Dreaded Life

Well let's face it and it shows, my life is a dreaded one so I think it is a clear issue there. But sometimes within my misiried life always make a point to appreciate the things that seems to be so insignificant for most but for me it is a big deal.

So for today I am grateful that I can still eat and I have my appetite for eating . My meal for today is my favorite catfish. I prefer it to be broiled over charcoal but my parents I know will do a bad job as awals to broil it so I just want it to be fried. It tastes fine and nice because I love fried foods as well and they are given a good flavor by frying either oil or butter.

Second is about my pain issues. There is a significant alleviation of pain there but it is not really completely gone. I can sit for many hours without needing to lay down because I cannot bear the weight of my own thin body before but currently I can do that long sitting but not for a really long time as I get the pain coming again and when I lay down I could feel some ease. So I am so grateful and thankful that most of my pain is gone but I am still afraid that things only went slow in their progression.

Third of course s the help of God via my friend steemians that is always here in my left and right to support me their love and support is unwaivering and selfless for an insignificant individual like me that has nothing to offer back but a constant flow of dreadful and dark news about a person with a rare and ugly disease and condition with expensive medicine needs.

My immediate relatives actually had given up on me and I was the only one pushing myself to see another light of the day but here are my steemian friends to give me hope so I am just powered-up day by day to continue with my quest to triumph over my mountain of health issues. Nothing I can give back to my steemian fiends but to tell them that God will really bless them and keep them and his face will shine upon them all the days of their lives and beyond.