(This has been edited and most names have been changed.)
June 22nd, The Tennessee post office found my passport. [The phone plan I had purchased apparently did not allow phone calls to the United States. When I asked about adding it on, the woman told me I would have to purchase a whole new plan for the month for $75. I asked one of my Airbnb hosts if I could use her phone to make the call, and it worked. Later I saw an article about the dangers of distracted parenting. It seemed to me when the FBI forcibly recruits people, agents sometimes see their victims as their “children'' or use that analogy to refer to them discreetly. -3/14/20]
June 26th, I had more issues getting housing. On Kijiji, it did not want to show me a woman’s phone number. My Facebook password doesn’t work on my new phone. [This is what I saw as the daily Bible verse when I went to biblegateway.com, and the next image is where I read and took a screenshot of.]
June 27th, Yesterday, Torguard disconnected multiple times. This is a common problem. Last night, Willow asked me to close the window via Airbnb chat before bed because she expected a strong storm. There was barely anything that night, but there was a strong storm the next night, when I was not asked to close the window. [This was the night before I was to meet my potential landlady. I was probably drugged with fumes so I would act strangely and they could build the narrative that I was crazy. -3/6/20] On my way to meet her, a man's tongue is sticking out the side of his mouth, both his hands are out and twirling at the wrists as he passes me. I stopped at the library. The fire alarm goes off while I am in the bathroom. Other people at the library do not seem very alarmed.
[The picture of the worms is the sort of thing I saw before after I rejected Brian. In this case, I had just “responded” with the verse the previous day. -3/6/20]
June 28th, Last night Willow, my Airbnb hostess, told me I could leave the windows open and it rained.
June 29th, More troubles with housing with a glitch on my Airbnb app. [I had been moving often, and had a lot of trouble getting a mailing address. I tried to change my address with the Immigration and Refugee Board, but they said there wasn’t much point since I had to move in another week. I tried to get a PO box, but they told me it was against the rules if I had no fixed address. I remembered the refugee center, which is what the officer had listed as my address at the border. After leaving Willow's town, I headed to the shelter. I was not allowed in. I spoke to a managing woman, who said that after two days of being in the country, I was no longer eligible to stay in the shelter. It was the rules. Further, they were no longer receiving work permits, let alone other mail I was required to receive. She would not budge on this either. So I had just become homeless. A man there asked me if I had a place to stay that night, and gave me a list of hostels and women’s homeless shelters. I tried to look into the hostels, but one required a credit card, which I did not have, and have not been able to get. The other accepted my debit card, but did not have an opening that night. I called two homeless shelters, one of which I believe had 60 beds. They both told me they were full. I went back to Airbnb, and was able to find a place in Stella's town for the night. I booked it maybe around 7 that evening and was in bed around 10pm. I still had one bus ticket left from my time with Stella. It took a bit of walking. In the morning, my blood sugar crashed (I was starting to black out), and I had to get myself to some food and rest, but I was shaking. I tried to walk to church on the way back, but it wasn’t open for some reason, so I just got a ticket back to Montreal. -3/7/20]
[June 30th, I stayed at the Montreal hostel. I had purchased a bunk in a women’s room. The next morning, a girl looked at me with this grin and bright eyes. My phone started acting compromised after that. -3/7/20][Specifically, the glitch in Firefox where it would refresh the page if I tried to fill out a form or log in. This had been a problem with my old phone, and was not with my new one until this. -3/14/20]