Dear Diary: I Am Praying For The Hot Weather To My Rescue

It is getting hotter and hotter as days go by but not yet this week but maybe next week. Today it was hot but not humid enough to make me sweat like last year where my blanket down to the bed covering gets drenched with my perspiration. I thought before that it was such a bad thing but it really wasn't and the hot weather is just working for my benefit.

Perspiring is so important to me because it will just make me liberal with my fluid intake as I would not get filled up fast plus it will help me with my breathing if I just scrimp on taking in drinks. So I am hoping that the weather to turn up which is unusually late to come this year.

I do not like the wet and rainy season to come early either because it will just like having a cold weather which in turn will also make my life harder. I am always patient about anything in my life and waiting for another week to make me perspire for my health or medical benefit is a much doable thing for me since I had been so patient in my life about the instances I wanted to happen even though some of it didn't go for my expectations.

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Come Now Dear Hot Weather And Ease Me Up

I don't know why I am continuing to survive this while my co-patients are dropping like flies. My body is such a hard nut to crack or is there a force out there that is paving way a path where I should go? I really do not know but it is just so tiresome to endure what I am going through because it has been so ridiculously hard physically and mentally to carry on with my life. May God help me.