Dear Diary: I Am Scared By Just Leaving My Bed Because Of My Vertigo But I Had Taken Some Medicine For It

in health •  7 years ago 

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This Gargoyle..I mean Gorgeous Beast is Scared to the Bones

I just hope that my anti-vertigo medicine works and fortunately my mother had stored a tablet for me to take and cure this very inconvenient condition. My worry is that my Leontiasis would also disrupt my hearing if the bone in my head continues to grow.

My eyesight also has a danger of being affected by my facial disfigurement so it's just quite crazy and unthinkable to realize that it would happen and I do not really know how I can deal with it all. The medical maladies brought about by this hyperactive parathyroid is so damaging to my life that sometimes I just wanting to give up.

Fortunately I am quite religious and that makes me strong and kept steadfast my ground to survive this lifetime of misery in my life so that maybe one day I can win with some of my medical problems. If I only have the full support of my family and friends that could meet me in person then it will all be easy. But my fight is I believe now a one man fight against all odds and unfortunately one odds to fight after another unceasingly.

I am now just thankful for God to give me online friends that makes things easy for me and I feel so special even though I am really worthless and uninteresting. You could just imagine how people react when I am around, I haven't done it yet but I could take some videos how funny and annoying it is to see their reactions and faces, it tells much story.

I also pray that things to go as slow as possible regarding my condition of now to stop it completetely because I am too scared about my Leontiasis, it hosts many unspeakable complications that I do not want to experience, I just needed more fervent prayers because the nightmares to come are all real.

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My bible tell me that the children of God are not meant to suffer.....John 10vs 10 say The theif come only in order to steal kill and destroy .I have come in order that you might have life -life in all its fullness.....@Crytopie if you believe you shall be healed in jesus might name..Amen

hola amigo muchos buenos deseos para ti y que tengas una mejoria y que dios te siga cuidando

  ·  7 years ago (edited)

You will be healthy Soon. Do not worry about your illness, it will be ok very soon...

I just read on the internet about “Leontiasis”, I wish there was a cure for this. I hope you get well, I’m certain there is a better place waiting for you just like for most of us.

I just believe it will end well.. You will be healed. Just endure this trying period.. Keep believing.. I understand how you feel but don't lose hope.. All will be well

@cryptopie ☛ my heartly pray you will get well soon.InShaALLAH

May the healing of the Lord be upon you.
I dont know exactly how you feel because i have never been there but u gotta be strong for yourself, family, the community and the world at large.

@cryptopie If you must have patience and confidence in the tests that the Lord has given you. He is currently supporting you with all the friends you have around the world, thanks to this wonderful tool that is steemit.com, which has been a blessing for all of us. I will be watching your Blog and praying for your quick improvement. With love

Thank you Sir for the support. It is just amazing that I can still blog despite my rather profound condition and I am really thankful for our steemian friends that helps me God Bless you all.

You are always in my prayers, my friend and like I said before with God all things are possible.

I pray for your strength right now and that you will get better and receive your healing my dear friend.

cryptopie, May the Lord look upon you with eyes of mercy, may his healing hand rest upon you, may his life-giving powers flow into every cell of your body and into the depths of your soul, cleansing, purifying, restoring you to wholeness and strength.

You will get well. Keep the faith high.

Health is a really important us @crypotopie.... it is a good post..i like your post.. thanks for your Dear Diary: I Am Scared By Just Leaving My Bed Because Of My Vertigo But I Had Taken Some Medicine For It post...

Wishing you well. Be strong

he will be good

nice bait cuck

Pray for you @cryptopie

Goodluck for you. God bless you.

I hope he will heal.( thanks your help