There are many reasons for me to get depressed, sad, blue, or down and let's be honest with it, many people would choose to claim their own lives than to undergo what I am passing through my life right now. It is really unimaginable to have an appearance as well as the hordes of different pain in your body which you also don't know if it would stop or deteriorate even further despite that you are taking a not so cheap medicine for it.
Maybe I am just used to by now in being in a miserable condition for so long a time that I do not know what it is to be normal anymore and just accepted that I am in this situation for the long haul. It seems like that, but thinking negative about my condition and situation all the time will just lead to nothing. For me I would rather find a way around the problem at hand to solve it and solve it with all my mind, willpower, determination, perseverance, and utmost patience.
It really is depressing but I am not depressed (special thanks to coffee), just a bit disappointed that things didn't go as planned for me. I am just thankful that I had seen and experienced in this world how is it to live it, experience it, and taste it for my self.
I just value more now the love and care from my lovedones and also the peculiar love and care of people for me around the world. It is all just amazing and my thankfulness and gratefulness will never cease for those family and friends here at steemit God bless you all.
It's easy to fall into depression as a dialysis patient, let alone all the other challenges and ailments you have to contend with. You are right though, being in such a predicament does make you value you your loved ones more. Not only that but you value your time more, your food more...you value your life more and that in itself helps with a positive attitude.
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That's very good to hear positive words from you.
After all, love from your own loved ones matters most because other people mostly judge, criticize and comment you no matter how good you are.
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You give hope to thousands of people here on steemit, thank you for posting. You keep us feeling gratefull and bless for life, and you show us that we can be true fighters, and beat anything the human body can throw at us. Our mind is our true self, the body is just a shell for the soul! Keep at it, you are amazing!!
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you and our community i steemit support each other, so don't be upset alone. share your experience, you inspire many people and then you will feel good. you will be spirit to face your pain and get accompanion form us, your steemit friends.
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Be blessed too. We are all on this earth with one challenge or another. No one's life is perfect. Everyone has some form of struggle even the richest ones. So work with what you got, do your best and leave the rest to destiny :)
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Hello my dear friend, you know today more than ever I have learned that often the best is not what we want, the time of God is perfect, and although sometimes everything seems gray around us, we must have the faith that God is creating a very beautiful rainbow for us, which we can enjoy once the storm calms down. I saw you in a big hug and I encourage dear friend the blessings of God are ready to rain on you and your health.
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It is very hard to feel this way, but remember God will never give you a burden that you can not bear ... Your path is that because you were designed to face it with greatness as you have done so far, do not fall, you are very strong and you will go ahead with all the adversities that may arise in your way ... your family supports you and that is the best part of all that
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Get well my friend, depression is hard to beat but you are strong and can do it!
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Depression is a part and parcel of all people including me. But your case is totally different. I hope, you are feeling well. That's your main aim. I think Steemit family always with you. I request Steemit member to pray and help you.
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I heard of a lot of people who had giving up due to their health issues, but you still here fighting to stay alive. It's normal to feel sad or dissapointed but in no time it would change for better. What I know is that you still alive for a reason, purpose ..stay healthy stay safe..
Awesome post
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don't worry more than
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I hope, you are feeling well. That's your main aim. I think Steemit family always with you. I request Steemit member to pray and help you alot
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