Dear Diary: I Had Slept Much During The Days Lately

I love the nights more than the daylight, it is because of the silence and peace of the night time makes me feel comfortable and less distracted. I could contemplate more and think more and concentrate about what I am doing. If only days are like the night time in terms of not being noisy it would be awesome.

I also conclude that the day time is plagued with the noisy that is coming from the birds as I have observed that most of the daytime noise are coming from the birds and roosters, dogs to be on the last. But of course the automobiles are the ones creating much of the noise pollution big time.

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But I regret not being able to use the day or even the night being as active as before and that is about being able to be on my feet because I could not walk in a normal manner now. Too much in my life have changed and most of them I didn't even expect and sometimes I was thinking why all these had been made to happen to me.

The only thing that I was enjoying right now is during when I eat at dialysis as I couldn't think of anything else that I can enjoy in my life because after dialysis my appetite almost goes to zero even though I could eat my morning breakfast which I am so thankful for.

I am just looking forward in the future where I can possibly switch to a peritoneal dialysis which I will be dialyzed everyday. It might make a difference in my eating habit and of course well-being because cleaning of my blood is constantly done making me get the liberty to drink and eat more. So now I am just so patient about everything and hoping that things still will get better soon, may God help me.