Dear Diary: It Sucks When You Can't Easily Walk

I must accept the fact that I am disabled as I can't walk easily so now I must at all times for my own safety must be guided by someone if not wheeled to and from my destination. I did not expect things like this to happen because in my assumption that things will soon get better but it turns out that it is not the case.

Just a few months ago I could still walk unto the ATM to get some money from the machine but now I have to ask my brother to do that for me so even though I have a full trust on my brother my privacy is not that too private anymore regarding my finances because they would see how much I own in my debit cards now.

Talking about privacy I am close to being unable to bath myself now. If my hip joint would deteriorate even further that it will no longer allow me to stand on my own in the bathroom as well as with the issue on my being breathless I must face it to ask my parents to bathe me because currently I was just pushing myself into doing my bathing as it really is too tasking now for my body to do all by myself.

So my health update is that I still have pains that to never seem would go away like a twin brother so entwined in my being that I have no idea for now how to get rid of it. My back cannot support my body in a prolonged sitting so still I have to rest it or it will feel like my back would tear. And I may have to ask for assistance soon for bathing because it is getting harder to do that as weeks go by but I do not know what the days will do for me as God has the last say for my fate.