Whenever I would drink and eat it is certain that I will going to pass a good amount of gas. I think that I have a digestion condition that is not yet diagnosed but I am sure that my muscle wasting is a part of it. Had I have the money to spend for the doctors to look at my condition I would do it but right now I have some priorities like medicating my hyperparathyroid but of course it will just lead to other things like my gastrointestinal tracked to be left out unchecked.
I also had been enduring this kind of gut problem and maybe my hay-wired biochemials are to blame because when ever I would take Gabapentin my guts would relax.
It is saddening also that I feel like whenever I go to the doctors they would already given up by just the mere sight of me. I can understand because their human response is probably overwhelming their logic to find a way what is the cause of my medical issues and how it can get resolved. But instead they would just brand me as end-stage and then go to the other patient.
My only hope really is for me to have the means necessary to push my will to fix my body's issues but right now I cannot just walk in a doctor's office as my funds are very limited because I am certain that it would cost me a great deal even my own life.
While waiting for things to improve here I am just using my time to get very productive and just resting whenever my body longs for it. I almost prefer to rest than to move around because of the pain in my feet, legs, and backbone.
There is still hope I see and that would not be possible if God would not approve it. My interest for my self-improvement/help is noble because it is not selfish so I am striving to conquer some if not all my bodily infirmities but if I would succumb at least I had fought a good fight and I had proven some good things already.