My Plan To Solve My Falling Blood Pressure Didn't Work To My Dismay

I am just disheartened that my blood pressure wasn't able to respond to my plan which is to eat prior to my dialysis. So now I just ran out of options on what to do for my dialysis issue of a long-standing blood pressure crashing like a meteor. Too good that it is immediately corrected by an infusion of Sodium Saline Solution and it works well as if it was magic.

My nurses uttered to end my dialysis because it had gotten so low enough that it was near shock levels. I actually am minutes to literally shitting my pants before blacking out so after I felt well after the infusion of NSS my BP is still very low although I am feeling much better.

Then the nurses said that they will terminate it which I protested because because it is still more than 45 minutes to go and it is not good to end it like that. Then they had put the dialysis machine into a minimum mode where they said that it only just cleans but will not draw out water from me anymore.

After a while my BP had recovered so they turn it back to normal mode again where around after fifteen minutes after that I was able to finish my session. It is just bad that I requested my dry weight to get adjusted again but it is no use because I was not drawn out with the intended amount of fluids and so I went home a little heavier than the previous session last Friday.

I really do not know what to do because my plan didn't come into fruition so I will just rely on prayers that my next dialysis will not give me the same trouble. Maybe that my heart is already failing, weak, or really enlarged already but life has to continue and I just hope that I still have more days to spend because I do still have much plans to achieve.