Taking A Bath In The Wee Hours Of The Morning Wasn't So Bad But I'm Like Climbing Mount Everest With No Oxygen Tank

My fingers are numb due to the cool water that used but since I am not anemic I can tolerate the cold but if given an option I would prefer to really use some hot water to take a bath because it is not really good to battle the cold especially with my condition that needed much comfort and care.

I took a bath at around 3:00 AM and finishing at around 45 minutes later. What I was still mobile I can take a bath within 30 minutes which is just my average time before but now I am fast taking my body cleaning plus toilet use within 45 minutes.

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Well it is really terrible taking a bath now because I feel like some big hand is squeezing me while I am doing my scrubbing and such as I have to hold my breath with every scrubbing motion with my hand. I am not comfortable sitting down scrubbing and it is better for me to just stand up so that I can scrub my back that relatively easier than sitting up.

All the while I am just really like climbing a mountain peak without oxygen but at least I am just taking it at my pace so that I would not have to stress myself and also not to injure myself if I will just be hasty because I do not want anymore injuries as it could much devastating.

Now I am just thankful that at least I can still breathe even though it is hard to do that, I can still walk a bit even though my feet and knees are not cooperating, and that I can still clean myself in the bathroom even though I am weak and with limited mobility.

I just pray to God not to take those abilities anymore because it will not be only hard for me but also hard for my parents who should not be doing all these for me. Prayers is just what I needed because it works wonders and miracles especially coming from people with good hearts.