hey bro. wanted to say something. when your born you cant crawl back in your mothers belly. just as when you come to death you should look for great tranquility and salvation. whatever happens be proud that you have been support to your family with your work online, she smiles and loves the new experiences you bring to her. you are an inspiration, as much as it hurts me to see your plan didnt work. the secret to success is failure, its about getting back up and planning your next move. your plan didnt work? ok, next plan then. adjust or make new plan. prayers to you man