My dad died a few years back, I tried mushrooms for clarity at least. What experienced was one of the most profound things I've ever experienced. My best friend was sitting with me all night as my "tripsitter" and he told me what he watched me experience. He said I got a glazed over look in my eyes but my mouth was still moving, he tapped me three times on the pit of my elbow (it was our safety, if he got worried that's what he do) I grabbed his hand. I started crying then exhale deeply and came to. I had what some call an "ego death". What I saw was every memory I had ever had with my dad, from an outside perspective, I saw my dad and I. It lasted for only 10 minutes but in my head it lasted for hours. It was beautiful, since then I've credited shrooms with coping and coming to terms with my dad's death.
Indica flower