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I could also be a digital Monk if you want to put it that way as opposed to being a digital nomad which I also want to be because I want to travel and go to mice places. I could do that here in my own country and still enjoy travelling because my country is very beautiful, you just have to go to the right places, well if I can travel physically that is.

But I can't travel, that wish and hope is already off and out from my books because the impossibility of my bones to align again. They would not get to straighten-up again although maybe it can if I will start to sleep on my right side because even to normal people, they can also shape their backbones (negatively) of they would start to make bad postures.

I had watched a video about these family hiding from Nazi prosecution during the war. They were hid by a family friend to the attic of their house. The attic, or that small space in the attic was just enough for them to sleep or lay into but the father of the family when he sleeps, he will just be in the same position for I don't know how long of a time during their very long stay into that house's small space for them to hide.

They survived for waiting the war to get over and the video showed that the father who is always being in the same position staying at that house's small space developed a crooked backbone. It is quite understandable because they weren't able to get exposed to sunlight nor maybe eaten a better nourishing food, plus of course, being in that bad body position took a toll on the backbone shape.

That is why I was thinking about doing the same thing as I also think that my backbones were shaped by my preferred sleeping position considering how its misalignment "aligns" to how I sleep all the time. I don't know but it will be very uncomfortable or too late for me to change my position but it may very well work if I would work on it and I guess that it will take a very, very long time for changes to happen.

If only this bones changes didn't happen, then my well-being could have been of course better. Now my crooked backbone had resulted in my less capacity to inhale normal amounts of air in my lungs ad it caused me to get breathless when I walk or extra physical effort on anything requiring body movements. I know that because while my backbone is transforming to being S-shaped, it gives me the feeling that my body or lungs are getting squeezed until difficulty in breathing slowly gets worse until after my backbone had settled considerably on what it currently looks now.

But one bad part of it was it diminished my capacity to consume fluids. It is not like before where I can drink about more than four liters and it can be drawn-out easily with dialysis process, but now I can consume that much otherwise I will squeeze my lungs more as extra more fluid will displace my lung's now smaller capacity to breathe-in air if not drowning it with extra fluids.

The result was that now I can't go anywhere but to rather stay within the four corners of my room and forget about going out for some reason. That is why I did missed a lot of memories that I wanted to have with my lovedones because I physically can't even if I chose to force myself, I will just suffer in pain and embarrassment because of what I look like now. I turned into a digital hermit and I guess that it is a good thing for me being a tasteless vegetable because at least I am no longer dead bored and being productive at the same time because of my online earning capability and I really appreciate these things as my God-given consolation as it solves much of my problem in existing while trying to survive to see the light of another day.


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Your resilience in embracing a digital life despite physical limitations is truly inspiring. It’s a reminder that while our bodies may confine us, our minds and spirits remain boundless. Adapting to circumstances is a victory in itself—perhaps not the path you wished for, but one still filled with purpose and meaning.

Yes, thank you Sir, in lots of ways I see myself as lucky and the way I put is is like God formed a shell for me to revert back into so that I can at least lessen the unrelenting damage of all odds stacked against me.

It's relieving but only because there is a pain involved both mentally and physically but I am so thankful because at least it makes me happy as if I am a soldier with lots of bullets that can fire against my life's adversaries. So it is really pays when we include God in our lives first, trusting him, and unspeakable gifts follows.

Best regards and enjoy your day @tanveer74.😀👍

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