I can claim it the best diary I have studying this week. You are the proud person, your self dependcy should be celebrated. Sister you are so much confident woman I have ever seen. You are running a book shop and giving people photocopies that's too awesome business for women as doesn't need muscle work.
You are so strong brave and courageous lady dear. I m proud of you.
Really really glad , reading your diary. THANK you so much for sharing it with us