My priorities spill from my melodies
My voice isn’t perfect, but I can carry these notes
Lose my extremities, my hands are strong
They can lift you up, make you float
Make you feel like you can belong
But my love is only so compatible
My resolve to you was laughable
You will never know how it felt
To see you in tears looking for my hand
A few days pass, and now you can’t even stand
To see me, look at me, feel me, need me, no more
I have already carried your things through my door
Those few steps caused me to pour
Tears from my eyes, filled with all your lies
Tear myself from the red
You have me enjoying this tied up
Fored style of hatred
The one lik that actually mattered
My precious idea of who you were
Now I see you in a different way
A different light
Why is it now you crave to fight?
I pu myself out there and other line
I cried many nights
Many times
When my daughter was taken because I tried to put up a fight
To have you in my life
You asked me to push so we can be together
I pushed and pushed because you made it seem like it would be forever
You waited outside in the blistering cold
You could have said no
But you waited for almost 5hours so you could take me home
So we could be safe
So we could be alone
But not a damn thing matters anymore
Can you believe they warned me?
Told me you can’t be tamed
And to walk away
I dint pay it no mind
They can’t possibly see you this way
My way my eyes my taste
I could see you fir who you really were
Or was it what you wanted me to see
Was it all a ruse? So you could simply use me?
I won’t, I don’t, want to believe
Now you got me questioning everything
It’s like the chaos brings you comfort
What did you run for?
Run from?
Was it all a lie? Was the love true?
Look me in the eyes and only speak the truth
Stop making me seem like am crazy
All this bullshit
Your narrative was even lazy
The only hatred I have for you
Is the fact my daughter looked me in the eyes
And she’s cried
She asked me “where did you go”
Your little ones became her friends
Now for the first time she has to know
That she isn’t disliked or forgotten
But I haven’t the words to explain
Why the feeling is so rotten.
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Precioso amiga @kyara2. Bellas palabras.
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