The things I knew about her.
I know you’re troubled
troubled by the ways of this callous world
I know you’re in a dilemma
a dilemma to choose between right or wrong
I know you’re broken
from all the tears I had found on your damped pillow
I know you’re haunted
by regrets that makes you stay awake at night.
I know you love your mum
cause she’s the one you stay alive for
I know these words are blunt to you
cause you’ve been bled out with words before.
I know I’m not worthy of your love
for it’s too precious for me to handle.
I always thought I knew everything about her. But I was wrong. The things I never knew was way more.
I never knew why she’d pick chocolate over vanilla
perhaps she’d want to melt away when I touch her.
I never knew why she’d hold such grudge towards men
perhaps she’d understood the world more than we ever did.
I never knew why she’d always wanted to be a workaholic
perhaps she’d want to tire herself to get some sleep.
I never knew why she’d want me to fuck her like a beast
perhaps she’d wanted to be free and alive. Atleast to know that she still lives.
I never knew her face nor have I never felt her skin
perhaps she’d never wanted me to see her tears.
I never knew why I’d love her so blindly
perhaps love’s blind or she’s the only one that’s real in this world.
She’s a mystery to me. Maybe that’s what I was attracted to. My curiosity, my love. Everything to this mysterious woman. I’m happy that I’ve met her. I’m happy that I could love her without regrets. I wish I could her hug her tightly and kiss her, on the lips, till our hearts collapse.
©termiboy