I haven’t had a lot of time to write because I’ve been working. I’m a “farmer” some say I do god’s work but it’s tedious and long hours but the pay is good. I have been in this industry since 1995 seen, done, and been in every aspect of this business you can imagine. From customer to sales to buyer to grower to dispensary owner to wholesaler and I have to tell you yes the money is good but so stressful. Just know I made a job for myself working 3 days a week and paying myself (on a slow month) $10,000.00 I only owned 35%. We were opened in 2006/2007 and the city made us reregister and the city wouldn’t accept our paperwork for some reason so we tried to refile but kept getting cock blocked so we missed the filing date. About 2 years went by and here comes the feds they told me to close I just pointed to my business license and said why? Well they sent my landlord fines of $1000.00 per day that we were there which we paid. When that didn’t work they told my landlord if she doesn’t kick us out they will confiscate her building so we got shut down. Man I was so depressed, disappointed, angry, frustrated because I had made an amazing job for myself and which I loved and on top of all that I had almost saved up my first ticket(1 million) I had saved 850k and FYI I pretty much fucked off all that because I didn’t want to do anything but play video games and watch Netflix and that amount of money will sustain you for a good 6 years. Well at least I have been places I’ve been to the Bahamas and Hawaii (all the islands) and been shopping at Cartier and Hermès (Louis Vuitton ain’t shit FYI) yeah the money was good but the stress I was under and man I was angry all the time I had an anger issue. I’m a lot more happier now with just having my bills paid and a lot less stress. I realized that my ego was getting in the way of my happiness. Once I let my ego go I was finally happy
