"Steem Made Alive"

How's the week going for you? Is just a normal week for me whereby I need to work hard and smart to ensure that I get the best from this week before it ends. Steemit is s very profitable platform, though sometimes we go through pains in this platform while sometimes we are happy about the platform, that's how I am, steemit has thought me alot, it has made me sad and happy, most times I push myself too far and I don't later get what I wanted. @nsijoro thanks for organizing this contest.

Huge struggle, I was so young then and I didn't have much money of my own. My parents give me less than 0.5 steem for me to take to high school has my money for snacks. You can see how small it is, is not even up to 1 steem. I was so depressed because I began to save those money and even my transport fare, I was always trekking to school and back to the house after school both when id raining and when is sunny, my books hardly get wet because my bag is way too thick.

I was saving my money and I was always hungry in school to the extent I fail to understand some topics in physics, mathematics and further mathematics. When there's an emergency, my parents normally borrow the money I have saved and sometimes I will ask them How will we survive this situation if I was never saving the money you warned me to spend for my own good?. Sometimes they smile at that question sometimes they frown at it.

I have alot of story about my life without steemit but I can't say all of them in this post. I was using a button phone back then in high school when I was in SS 1, my friends and classmates always laugh at me and I will smile, believing that everything will be alright soon. I have gone through alot of pains and I must tell you that I never enjoyed my senior high school days because that was when I knew what life really is, I was always seen thinking thinking thinking as if I have a family of my own.

Steemit really transformed my life and on time because I nearly killed myself, problems here and there and when I heard about steemit I took my savings more seriously, until I finally bought a small android phone I can use to start steemit. My early life in steemit was very horrible, I was nobody though I can't guarantee you that am somebody in steemit now, am still nobody in this platform, only a few value my existence.

I stepped up my game and started achieving goals upon goals at the ending of last year, I was now having some small cash with me as a result of steem and trons. I was so excited and I really thanked my friend for teaching me steemit. Steemit transformed my life in a very big way, no more suicide thinking though am currently depressed but I believe I will be fine. Steemit made me to be more social and I was able to learn how to manage finance and also other things.

My experience on this platform is currently horrible that's the truth, you may not believe what am saying but I must confess that am not satisfied, am almost sinking and am trying myself to swim again, is not an ordinary feeling my am going away slowly and this is making me more matured and experienced, I can't really describe this platform because I now feel that is a mysterious place.

I may want to give up on Thursday and on Friday something surprising shows up and then it will turn to a situation whereby I left when I was about to shine and swim faster without me knowing and if such a thing happens, then I don't think i will ever ever forgive myself. Am trying to take things easy and calm down but the pressure is high. I organize contests because that's one of the reasons I really worked hard to be a moderator last year.

Alot of contest ideas that will help steemians was always in my head but I didn't have the courage to me an admin that I will love to organize a contest even if am not a moderator, I didn't have enough steem for rewards as I was till growing. Now am a moderator, I organize a contest every week and seeing steemians participating in my contest is one of the things that gives me joy here. Am down and I hope to rise again.

I invite @xaske, @patjewell and @irawandedy to participate in this contest.