Sound of Silence! - Poetry

Have you ever listened to the words of silence?
It shares miscellaneous emotions
without bluster!
Inside me, I gathered they also had
hidden cluster!

So many things always run
inside my dome;
It's generally midnight!
when I was lying down
on my bed at home!

Walking alone for many years,
Without complaining, without fears!
But nowadays, my emotions
Automatically moist eyes with tears!

Every day, I try to keep myself gaudy;
But believe me! It's not painless, my buddy.
We can't deny the reality and fact;
I am trying to adopt all of them
Though, even most of the time, I act!

My memories chased me with each wink
I can't close my eyes, nor can I blink!
Whenever I try to sleep
All perished relations came alive in my dream
I wake up with joy and without a sound scream!

But then, when I unclog my eyes
Try to extend my hands to clutch;
find myself isolated
sitting on my bed!

Silence is whispering at midnight
I am holding my pillows tight
My throat choked after glimpsing the reality
Silence spoke and said,
life never will steer me pity!

-Sunita Dutta.

Do you ever feel like silence can convey hidden words or messages?
That's why I stretch to remain engaged all the time.

Whenever I'm trying to spend leisure time or attempting to take a nap,
my mind replenishes with memories from all directions;
and everything seems normal. I can see and communicate with all my loved ones, living another life where they're all present and I'm not alone.

Sometimes, I thought those who leave us alone might want to convey something;
It could be possible they might want to provide us with a prospect to live a few moments with them!

It's not only about those who leave us! Often, in our dreams, some people come we haven't contacted for a long time;
but we had some past relations or some incidents!

However, today, I shared a poem related to my present mental status.
Most people might work to accomplish their desires;
but I work to keep myself mentally engaged! Besides, this platform provides me with bread and butter.

It's easy to hurt anyone, but it's challenging to bring a smile to anyone's life, and most of the time, I try to share some content that might not be capable of obtaining a smile!

But I endeavor to assist in comprehending;
life is not at all painless for everyone.
Nowadays, I am not feeling well mentally;
because when anyone needs to handle everything, and I have nothing in my hands, I feel vulnerable at the moment I am deeming!