HEART OUT 04 : I TRY TO SURVIVE 30-05-2023

Welcome to all friends, I hope you are doing well today, and stay with this community that we are very proud of, and in this case I also hope that friends will support each other in order to get the progress we expect, so in this case, I also want to keep sharing with all my friends.

Alright friends, in your post, the 04th outpouring of heart, which I raised as a friend ** I'M TRYING TO SURVIVE, so one thing I can say here is to keep trying, of course, let's start...

I TRY TO SURVIVE

Life is never what we expect, but it is also necessary for us to explore how the life we live, so that we will know the extent to which we are experiencing and feeling it.

I have lived this life for a long time, with the people I love, but I have never felt happiness, and it is difficult for me to keep going because of selfishness, so I have to find a way so that I can continue to survive in my life.

Indeed, I admit, the patience of the heart has exceeded the limit, but I must persist and create a good atmosphere too, The upheaval after turmoil that I went through, but I was able to get through, should I persist in this way, so that I must really be able to keep holding on, or do I have to turn away to free this feeling of heart,

Let me hope to be strong and hope for dreams with my children whom I love, and I hope to get this heart calm to see them still able to smile.

There's nothing I can say, just silent by time with an atmosphere that I never care about, because this is a heart that I need to create myself.

My heart is always rebelling, my view is always sinking, but I try to be able to smile even though my heart feels sad,
Only to God can I complain, through my little heart that always helps, wishing my life to go on without problems that I never wanted. Despite the millions of sacrifices I have made, despite the millions of patience I have maintained, there has never been a change with his growing ego. unrestrained.

Let it be and let it be, but I keep giving in, I love them, I love those who are still small, and I can't be calm without them with me.

Now I am only able to hold myself back, from his character which always hates, words sometimes heartbreaking, broken in my life, and I can't hold on anymore, but I still keep trying hard with my heart, so that this relationship will last forever.

Thank you God who has given my heart to always be in the fortitude to face all the problems of this life.

Thank you all friends, that's all for today's outpouring, and see you again in the next post.

Regards
@ustazkarim