Stories, learnings and reflection #05 | The new Version of my Self

2 years back, I was just a normal person like others.Eating, Attending school, Playing Football and doing studies but the one thing which I would like to mention is that, I was also playing an online game known as Free Fire. I was playing this game on regular basis even toughfor hours I was continuously playing this game and I was addicted to it alot.Eventough I cant eat properly due to this. My brain was always in a anger mood and when someone switch off my computer while I was playing Free Fire because I was like addict to this game.

Also after 3 months their was my final Board exams of 9th Standard and my study preparation according to the exam. Becasue due to the game I cant do study well as this was disturbing me alot.And my mother and family other were continuously telling to me that stop the game and focus on studies otherwise you will waste your life. That time all of them were like enemies of mine because that time I love Free Fire game and they were continuously telling me to stop it.

I cant stop my life, I don't know why because when I off playing the game then my mind was like... Sometime I used to play this game on mid night and when my mother notices me then she was so sad.And the other day she call my uncle if he can stop me from Free Fire.But all this goes in vain. But one night when I was sleeping on my bed then my mother cames and told me a lot of things that your father is not alive and you are thehead of the house.Alot of responsibilities will be on your shoulders and doing games will let you force into the vain, like if you don't stop the game you would not study and if you don't study then you will not get good grades and then you cant get any job or even cant start any business. I think over this a lot and then I fight with my mind that now I will delete this game, then on the spot I have been deleted this game.

The next morning my mother was very happy for me and then after having my breakfast I sat for my studies for hours. I started going to tuition with full dedication. That night my mother cook Chicken for me because I like Chicken alot.After having my meal at night I again sat for my studies and then in short I get A+ grade n my 9th standard which was very good.I got 539 marks out of 600 but I was not happy with this marks then my mother told me that don't be sad on this.Do more hard work in 10 standard and Insha Allah with the grace of Allah you will top the 10th Standard.

Now I don't play any kind of games and my life is now going pretty good.I do study, play football and more important is that I am earning from Steemit at young age which is a big motivation for me.Within 1.5 months their my final Board exam which would be held.And now I am doing preparation for this exam a lot. I request all of you to kindly pray for me from your internal core of heart.It means a lot to me.

I hope that you all like this and I have been participated in the contest organised by Dear. @alexanderpeace in the Steem Fashion&style community and now I am going to invite dear @ulfatulrahmah @suboohi @steemchiller and Dear. @wakeupkitty to participate.