Power Saving Mode

After stressful weeks one after another, I realized that I am so fed up and at the same time throwing myself away from who I am. When I scroll down my steemit, I see I have had plenty of good times everywhere. My hobbies, my stories, and all my blogs have now become boring and with no excitement.

It is mostly because of the lack of time I get after office hours. I used to spend the rest of my time after work on youtube because it was the only place I can find something different and interesting.

I really need to be that excited and creative girl again, but I am really tired and fed up and don't know where to begin. I see plenty of challenges in front of me in the upcoming months and it makes me wait for everything to happen in a good way.

Probebly a long vacation can fix me, but I don't see any until December.

I passed a week of rainy nights sleeplessly working but my inner soul wanted to sleep under warm clothes. On each holiday I leave myself without doing anything, just laying on the bed, scrolling my phone, and checking fantasies shared on youtube.

Bad times won't remain forever nor negative thoughts. But they'll remain until something incredible happen. A little piece of motivation can push you a thousand steps forward. I am looking forward to seeing that "Incredible" thing happen. Until that, I am saving my energy.