An expression of feeling | I'M JUST A SMALL AND WEAK HUMAN

Hi everyone, nice to meet you and welcome back to all
How are you all community friends, are you all right, I hope you are all still healthy and keep your spirits up,
I say a big thank you to all members of the Sri Lankan Steem community and hope you stay enthusiastic in all things.

I say many thanks to all members of the Sri Lankan Steem community and I hope you stay enthusiastic in all things. Thank you very much to Mr. Admin @randulakoralage, may he always be given health and well-being by the almighty god.

Well on this occasion I would like to describe a few sentences that I will write here and of course this very beloved community, I am very happy to see many community members who are always loyal in motivation and also various supports that raise the spirits of all members.
Actually I want to write a story or an expression of feelings that arise according to the current situation, maybe I want my heart to develop all in this community as a feeling or conscience that has been silent for a long time in my heart.

I'M JUST A SMALL AND WEAK HUMAN

My heart often says, my mind often struggles, as if there is no hope for me to remain standing tall in protecting and hoping to keep it up, but whatever power I have to keep forcing myself to still be able to give happiness to them.

For years I have sacrificed everything, for years I have remained firm in guiding him, but love is never one, sometimes a million turmoils that hurt this soul appear.

Sometimes I often cry, staring at the little one who is helpless, sometimes I often shout to release my soul's annoyance, should I leave but sometimes I can't,

Day after day, only sadness that always comes, and sometimes hits this soul, and destroys the turmoil of the heart that is increasingly tormenting

I used to say that I'm only a small human, I once said I'm just a weak creature can't give more happiness, but everything is just a dream that you think of me

Sometimes I am often silent, to insult all the turmoil and anger, should I always succumb to being the person in the wrong position.

God, should I find another way for peace of mind, but I'm afraid the little one will be tormented, but if this is often the course of my life, it will destroy all my dreams to continue living God's mandate, let it be and let everything I live with full heart even though I always hurt

That's an expression of my heart in this post, and I hope it's useful.

thank you
@ustazkarim