Morning

It has been a very early morning for me today. The clock strikes exactly 4 o'clock. My morning is shattered with a sad news. My father's cousin died in a roof accident in Dhaka.

So in the morning my father and mother left very early in the morning. I could not go. Because today I had an urgent job in the union council. If I don't go then it won't happen.

Then I got up from bed and freshened up. Shall I eat butt? I didn't cook anything, I saw 100 rupees left on my table. Then I ate biscuits and cake at home.

I got out of the house and went to the three heads and took the van. To go to the union council. In the middle of Eri my friend told me that his brother-in-law is dead. On purpose I left.

I have to go there and wait for the work. So I sat for a long time. Then I completed the work. It was 1 o'clock in the afternoon to finish the work.

Noon

Then it was noon to finish the work. So I went to the hotel and had a light breakfast and had a cup of tea. After eating I left for home. Later I can hear that the time of Sir's janaza is exactly 5:30 in the afternoon.
So I have to go there in a hurry sir. But it was raining on the way home so I had to park the van in one place for about 1 hour. Then I came home. I came home and saw it at 4 o'clock.

Afternoon

After coming home, I took a bath. After taking a bath, I ate lunch. Then my mother told me that your sir has passed away to perform jabana janaz. Suddenly it rained in Eri. I had to stop at home again. Then after about 40 minutes the rain stopped. Then I saw it at 5:10 o'clock. Went there. I went there and saw that the body of Butt Sir had not arrived at 5:45.
I was a little relieved. But the sky around is very dark.

Evening

Slowly the evening came down. The people continued to grow. The surroundings were full of many people. Relatives, brothers and friends. His office assistant teachers. His nurtured students.

I kept remembering my words. Sir, how much he loved me. He used to give me a lot of advice. He used to tell me to do it. Every day I would read something new. You know what it means, or if I didn't know, he would have taught me. On the day when all the money of the batch would come up, he would give me all the money and tell me how much money and take your tea-breakfast 200 rupees from there. I will feed everyone equally. It has to be accounted for. So I tried to give everyone equally.

Sir's teaching style was very good. Many students used to come to Sir. But Sir used to teach very few batches. Everyone in our area or police station is crazy for Sir in one word. His mannerisms are from all sides. Everyone liked him. He was a lecturer but he always had a lot in common with everyone.

He never looked anyone in the other eye. I stood up and started thinking about these things. Many people broke down in tears when they saw the ambulance. I know why tears came to one side of my eyes. I started to remember Sir's words a lot more.

Dear Sir

When standing in prayer
Then when the ambulance was called. Everyone started to go to see. But his relatives decided to show the janaza. So we all lined up for prayers. The prayers started and tears started coming and I started thinking that one day I have to go too.

Finally the prayers ended. About 1 thousand people or more. The first step of the janaza. There will be 2 more janazas. One in his village house and one in front of our upazila. Parinai. Jane pushed me before I saw. Then I went again, like that. The third time I went to see Sir. When I saw my chest cape why I know.

After seeing Sir, I went to a corner and started thinking whether or not I did it myself. Then after a while I took Sir to his second janaza. I didn't do it. Still I came with a lot of effort.

After the prayers

Sir had to leave with a lot of trouble on the day of departure
I came home and lay down on the bed and began to think. What happened. As if I can not believe myself. Many questions began to start among myself.

Night

The night did not go well for me. I could not eat properly. As if I had nothing to eat. Finally I came to bed and started thinking about many things again.

I didn't know that today I will be a part of my diary game. I can't imagine myself. May Allah make him a dweller of Paradise. All of you will pray. May Allah grant his descendants the gift of doing something good.