May the almighty God Jehovah bless you for putting your family first, you will surely succeed in your plans and come out victorious, happy and joyful again, health is wealth, With good health you can power up more than what you will power down, and I trust you ones you come back, you will make it. It's a good plan you use what you have to salvage the bad situation, that steem was for important thing like this, please use what you have solve your problem and keep living, life is more important than every other things and trust me Jehovah knows how to deliver people that worship him faithfully from trouble and loyally treasure them so please trouble your heart no more, he will reward you for this singular act aboundantly. So sorry about what you passed through with your family, I can feel your pains, but take heart ❤️❤️ ❤️, I love you , you're a strong woman, and strong people take a bold step like this, Jehovah is your strength.