📚🌠📖✒IN A WORLD OF MY OWN✒📚📖🌠 I know I haven't been on in forever. I heard ...

... the amazing news about Appics. I love blockchain anything. I know I haven't been around and well, unfortunately when you get only so many moves in a day, you kinda want to waste them on the things you need, or love to do. The more tangible important parts of your life. Lets face it, spreading yourself too thin can cause burnout as well and after the whole "BLOCKCHAIN DIVORCE ", I got so tired trying to divide my time, working on too many things. I dont have that much to say. To be honest, I'm mostly bitchy and in pain so I'm not even that much fun to be around. Haaaaa.

I'm so happy to hear that Appics is making it available for people to post to any blockchain they would like. I haven't yet played with it. Frankly I'm exhausted and I do have my community of friends here already that like to hear from me from time to time. You are who I'm here for. While I won't be posting very often, I will update curate, say hi.

Through this lockdown I have learned a lot about myself. I know that I'd rather hurt because I was laughing for hours, or because I walked 5 minutes to sit next to a mountain, or lay in the river on a raft. Not because of typing. Theres no need for me to say the same thing day to day. But there is a few updates!

So whats been going on. I saw the Ortho. Got 5 MRI orders out, 2 of which are done. The Shoulder and femur. Tomorrow I have two more and then one more next week. Also, Monday is the OBGYN and Tuesday is back at the primary care. Things are moving. Just still si scattered and havent got the full picture yet. I wont lie. IM TERRIFIED.

Im so scared that these doctorswill try to say they can't fix me. If you look back on past post you'll see pictures or the innee thigh just not attached. Ill be honest, I do not trust these doctors today.

In that same token, the other side is that I need to stay calm and believe. Try not to get stuck in the negative. Ill be honest its hard. Especially with all the ugly shit going on in the world today.