My Dream Gift for HER @reveong

This is how I spell out the word MOTHER.
M - My
O - Only
T - Treasure who
H - Holds
E - Everlasting love that
R - Reigns forever

The love of a mother is incomparable.
My Nanay Dear had passed away 6 years ago. It pains me so much, the day she'd left is the saddest day of my life. I regretted the days that I didn't do for her when she's still alive. Back then, she was my first teacher, my friend, my buddy, my companion, my partner and my bestfriend. We laugh together, shares naughty thoughts, ate a lot, travel without direction, open secrets, and even we cried together. She's my everything. When I found out about her illness, I ask myself "Why Her?, why her?, why her?..." Again and again the only question I ask repeatedly in silence. I usually kept my feelings by myself. Without her now, to whom I can turn to? I was pregnant then, when my Nanay Dear suffered from her illness. She's trying to be ok in front of everyone. She is strong, but I know deep inside how painful it was to her. Even until her death she never let us see, how she was going through. She won't let us suffer seeing her condition. This was her last words for me. "B-Ann ayaw palabi, ampingi ang imong umaabot nga anak" (take good care of your incoming baby). These statement struck me most, then I told myself "para nimo nay, akong ihatag ang tanan para sa akong mga anak, sama sa imong gibuhat diri kanamo." ( for you mom, I will give everything and do anything for my kids, just like what you did for us.) Taking her last words, my only gift that I dream of for her is that "I" of becoming a Mother, a loving mom to my kids.
Now, its your turn I would like to invite my steemit friends @tangosierra @jeje1117 @ghingz85 to post your entry.
Here is the link for this contest
https://steemit.com/hive-142140/@anasuleidy/contest-dream-gift-for-my-mom-love-love-concurso-regalo-sonado-para-mi-mama