Introduction about myself.

One of the hardest things for me to do is to express myself publicly. Yes I know I'm too shy buh kinda fun to be with when ever I'm free or opened up with you. People says that shy one's are fun to be with, I think that's true, cos I'm a big win fan to that. I’d like to share a short story about myself. I’d like to do this, to show people that life will always throw curveballs but what truly matters is, if you fight through it! Things will get better sooner or later. For the people out there that don’t think they aren’t worth it, because of bullies or family issues, you ARE worth it! Every life matters, and it might not seem like it but you are destined for something great! I have had a rough life and have thought multiple times that it would never get better. As I get older, I realize that the struggle I go through makes me who I am. I am a stronger person because of what I went through and still go through. I will only get stronger from the struggles and curveballs, and even though sometimes I feel like giving up I remember I am worth it! So, here is a short story about what I’ve gone through as a child and what I go through now as an adult. Just remember, everyone is destined to be something great, it is up to you to make sure you get there! First, let me introduce myself. My name is Charles.
I'm from Enugu state, Nigeria.
I am a 28-year-old guy that has gone through their fair share of struggles. I have attempted, with no success at times, to not let them get to me. Unfortunately, sometimes it is not easy to ignore. I have had a rough childhood, along with adulthood.

What I've really been asking myself recently, is why?

Why is this all happening, why is nothing I say getting through to you, why won 't you talk to me, why will you not try to communicate, why, why, why...

And it really frustrates me when the "why 's" of life cannot be answered for me. The past few months I have really been working on my communication skills. A lot of things have gone terribly wrong in my life due to lack of communication. So when I find myself pouring my heart and soul into every question someone asks me, it’s very frustrating to me to get a simple, "I don 't know," or even worse, "idk," in response. This past weekend I was taught to be open to feedback from others, but what if others are not open to giving you...
I think that you should always follow your heart because sometimes your mind is an idiotic asshole. Your heart is genuine. You 're heart knows what’s good for it, so follow your heart.

Your head is important as well, for remembering. You 'll never learn if you never make mistakes. So don 't forget that completely, but damn, if you really care for someone, fucking be with them. Don 't let some feeling of loneliness lead you to someone who knows nothing about you. Don 't change yourself for someone because you don 't want to be alone. It literally kills me.

So what do you do when you best still isn’t good enough? Keep trying...? Ha. I sure as hell have to keep trying. Like I said, never give up on something you can 't go a day without thinking about. If you still think of them, you still care. So I don 't think that two people should dismiss the way that they feel just because of the …
Forgive but never forget. Those awful memories are what make for a better, stronger relationship, with hopefully better communication. So here is what I will say. Give me another chance because I need to prove you wrong. I don 't screw up a great opportunity twice, and often times I have to be alone to figure out what is truly best for me. I 've had a lot of help in making this decision, and if I were going to leave again, I would not be trying so damn hard. Don 't give up all of our great memories for some guys that makes you feel funny... Cuz I can do all of that and more. I can be the best thing to ever happen to you, and you know it. So give me a chance, and let’s grow together. Don 't dismiss all of those feelings that you get when you reread our old late night conversations on your iPad, or the love letters I wrote you so many times, the long texts that you read again and again... And don 't dismiss all the damn effort I have put into showing you all of those over the past couple of months.
I actually love good conversation with a good vibes, and I also take my good vibes to be for we all to steem together and also steem big😊🥰.