Life Reflections

Good day all steem member hope we having a great day i want to briefly discuss on this contest and as well share some point and how it will affect our lifes in on way or the other as most of this points and ideas do no portary the real persons we are but will give us a steps to true characters of an individual.

Have you ever felt someone is better than you are ? If yes in what aspect

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Yes, have felt and experience someone is better than me before, I'm going to explain this in few ways, me being a front pew observer, i always wanted to feel and believes that someone is not better than me in anyway, but when i was a kid that ideology i remember that i have that mentally someone or some person are better than
When i was a kid in my primary school in class or grade 2 i was one of the best pupils in my class as i always come up with (3rd ) thirty position after every terms closes, they are these two guys that don't always gives me a chance to be the top best in my class, they occupy the first (1) and second (2) position. When i grow up to class 5, i always wanted to overpowered them and comes out the overall best but yet they were still at the top of the games. At most time i feel academically am behind them and they are better than me, whenever assessment is given i always want to check their and see if they have given more point than me or whether their words and contribute is more concrete and intensive than me and till i finished. My class 6 i was still under those two person with them leading as first and second, i always believe that i can't overpowered them in our academic.
As a kid when going to church they were those children that their parent were top functionalist in church, as their parents were very active it was expected that their children were going to be the reflection of their parents, society sees it that they were good than other kids and these made me feel and believe they are always the best set of kids, and were Religiously better than me.
Hawking on the street selling fruit made me look inferior to those kids that were always at home relaxing and gaining pleasure in their parents wealth and riches, cos i always feel hawking in the street sometime i will bypass them along the way, as a child it creates an impression that those kids are doing better and are better than me and no need of competing or trying to feel important than them..

personalities or features in my Life I don't like and would love to change

1. I always want to be recognized by all mean and feel too important more than others persons, pride has been my worst enemy even as a child till my adulthood and need to change .
2. Shouting on someone especially when angry is what i don't like but I'm doing that, i want to be calmly talk to, especially always wanting to be address in low tune but in my own the reverse is the case
3. I always want others to do the job while i sit down and take the glory.
   Always want someone to run an errand for me but always feel lazy to reciprocate the same.

Do you think it's healthy thinking or reflecting on your imperfection or mistakes

I want to come in two direction and perspective; i always want to learn from my mistakes and take a new live, so most times i recap and flashback on my mistakes especially those excesses that are very common and i try by all possible means not to do it again in that case, it's healthy cost when i finally conquer it makes me health, happy and strong.
On the other hand while i reflect on my imperfection it creates more ruts to me. It makes me deeply better and regret everything and it alway cost me pain and worries at this point I'm down and feel I'm unworthy that will trigger my sad mode which i don't always want it, I alway want to neglect that at all cost.
So flashing back on my imperfections abd turn a new live is healthy and worthy to emulate but thinking about my imperfections and feel like I'm the worst person is not worthy and shouldn't be encourage, happiness is the key to a brighter future.

If you were given an opportunity by God to change your looks, would you or you'll maintain?

God that creates me in his image did not make any mistake, but me trying to change my look and be like other is a mistake and discourage that wholeheartedly.
The only thing i will do as a free mortal and free moral agent is to live like my creator and to do what is right at all time, but when it come to the point of looking down on myself or want to change is not in my mind in any way.
I so cherish who i am, i so like my being and my gender and years to come or next generation to come, i will always cherish my personage, my image and my everything.

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