Leaving Newyork City And Going To Other North Carolina Due To Coronavirus

so my mom sent me a care package from North Carolina

as you guys know I am in New York with everything going on right now and I have a little bit of anxiet with everything going on especially at nighttime but I do have my little cuddle partner the glam squad I want to see yo my puppy Harlem has been my quarantine Bay we literally snuggle up together he has been keeping me sane what day I don't even know what day we are one I think it's definitely been a week I have one out for groceries and for food but it's getting crazy Harlem has asthma so I definitely cannot get the virus because if he gets it I might leave my anxiety my just through the roof is I'm not gonna have to come check out me but me and Harlem have been in this thing together this has been my little partner and yeah my little buddy so Harlem is doing good he didn't get a haircut before all of this but I didn't get my nails fixed or my feet done or if my hair done or anything so we just back in this out luckily I know how to do most of everything I do not know how to do my own acrylic or gel manicure but we might just have to figure that out soon so my mom sent me a care package and my mom did asked me like jail are you come into North Carolina and I just didn't think it was gonna be this bad I mean I remember so I was I had a flight to Puerto Rico and I remember like they had a curfew at 9:00 p.m. curfew before we even had like any restrictions at all so I already was like hmm I was going oh oh I have not been leaving the house I've only been leaving the house for going to the grocery store which is just a few blocks down the street maybe I went to go get some food because I just get out the house I'll go for a walk people we are allowed to go outside so it's not that we can't go outside you know in New Jersey like only 15 people are allowed in a store at one time and then they have marks outside like X's with six feet away for people to stand so it's just a lot my mom sent something for me thank you mom for my care package and loving me and caring about me I'm on set some things would be protected from the virus everything is sold out here and then like on Amazon if you did order something it won't ship to like April 21st or later anxiety oh I have music even opening this is emotional okay my mom sent me a video what she put in here so I'm just gonna go through it after you use them you may remember that outside is dirty inside is where my mom I couldn't get my hands on that I did order something from Amazon but everything is kind of laid out okay so this is just like a little hat that you can put on and it kind of just covers your face I don't know what this was gonna do but it's like a hoodie where you can pull it up and your face is like covered okay the only thing I'm scared about the gloves is just I would rather just use hand sanitizer a million times because like if you touch your phone or anything else I'm gonna wipe everything down so I guess that's why the wipes are important like this is crazy I have an anxiety over just this much mass this is the protective h1n1 mask nothing's getting in got the gloves on I'm overwhelmed I'm overwhelmed well and after doing all of that I have no desire to go outside at all but I know have protective gear when going outside if I do have to make a crochet vine or something I want to try to stay in as much as possible I do know that I'm long groceries again which I'm gonna keep but I think that I'm just overall to talk about all of this going on that my mood and everything else has just been me trying to do other things to get my mind off of what's going going cuz I do have like some anxiety around I don't know how good it is you guys didn't hear me with this mess super to wear this all day I can only imagine but we're safe columns here come on look good you ready to get on the flight