Hello friends, it has not happened to you that at the beginning of a relationship everything works wonderfully and as time goes by everything becomes routine, well this is my story.
On January 5, I celebrated one year of being single since I finally ended up with the father of my daughters, why did I end up with him? The love is simply over.
Everything became routine, he was no longer aware of me, he was just glued to his cell phone, I was aware that he was not unfaithful to me because he did not go anywhere, in fact he worked at steemit and thanks to him I found out about this social network .
But without realizing it, the love between the two ended, which led to a break in our relationship where we separated for the first time. Two months passed and being alone I began to think. And why not give my daughters' father another chance?
When he came to visit the girls, as usual, I called him and told him we need to talk, at that moment I spoke seriously with him and told him if there is a possibility of saving the relationship and to my surprise he said yes, I was not thinking about him. I thought about giving my daughter a future with her parents.
After the reconciliation, everything was the same as I said at the beginning, the lack of affection and love did not exist in our relationship, we needed that spark that makes both couples attract each other and look at something that never happened between them.
Time passed, we were already in Bogotá due to an economic problem in my country, where purchasing power was deplorable, we had to leave. Once in Bogotá, I thought that everything would be different, but we continued with the same routine as always, and I finally made a decision and it was final. End it once and for all and return to my country.
I've been single for a year now, I'm not going to deny six months ago I fell in love with an incredible man and I'm still in love with him. But it is an impossible love since he is committed and he has a very strong attachment to his partner even though he denies it and swears to me that it is not so. I know that he is.
Little by little I'm getting rid of the idea of making a life with him, if he hasn't left her in the 6 months that we've been getting to know each other, he's going to leave her less now that I'm further away from him. I prefer to get the idea that he will no longer be for me.
