Contest; My Unforgettable Memories.

Well it was a sunny and normal day like any other with the same old routine, with me waking up in the morning and getting set for school. I was by then in high school. I was a little excited because I had finished a project I was working on and wanted to pitch to my best friend Rose. While in class I realized that Rose was absent. This was very strange because she never skips a class. Then for a second, I remembered that she had called me about six times and left some messages telling me to get to her as soon as possible. I had missed her calls and chose to messages because i had planned to shock her next day with my project. So I ignored her messages and did nothing. After school I went home, ate and rested well. Later around 7 p.m, while I was having dinner with my family my dad received a call and was told that one of our classmates committed suicide. I was shocked by the news so I lost my appetite as a result cuz I felt bad about the classmates but little did I know that the classmate in question was Rose my best friend.😔 I then tried calling Rose to break the bad news to but her line wasn't going through. So the next morning we received a knock on the door and behold it was the police. Because the case was suicide the police got involved with a series of investigations and from the police I found out that Rose was the one that died. I was devastated, for a moment I couldn't feel my heart beat. My heart was heavy I cried and cried and cried and behold I remembered that she had sent me some messages the night before the incident I quickly rushed upstairs to my room and picked my phone and checked. On seeing the messages I fell on my knees and cried the more, for her messages read thus; hey Best, are you awake? please can we talk? I need you now more than ever! please I can't take this anymore! I feel like giving up.. please get to me ASAP.. I broke down in tears and screamed I didn't know what to do I was terrified I blamed myself for all this for not being there for my friend when she needed me the most I failed her and I failed myself and I failed our friendship oh I failed.😔 It was later discorverd that she died of depression which was true because she had family issues that she was battling. On the day of how burial I didn't go to see her corpse because I felt it was all my fault I didn't believe that she would act so cowardly into taking her own life oh what a life. As a result, I vowed never to have a best friend again because it hurts to lose someone special and even pains more to be in a situation and a position whereby you can't do anything to help. Few months later, remembering all that we did together, the fun memories, the good times. I realized that it was impossible to leave without her so I tried to take my own life by taking dangerous pills that put me unconscious for 7 days but fortunately I survived and realized that perhaps it was destiny for her to leave like that but I was jealous. I was jealous because she was in a better place. My message to the world is to try as much as possible to make time for the ones you love no matter how much it cost. I burnt everything relating to Rose and only kept her in my heart. This is because anytime I pick a picture of her it feels like the wounds ain't healing.

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