Whenever I can't hold on, I always tell myself that as long as I hold on for a while, everything will be fine. Therefore, I have been filling myself with chicken soup. Then, while resisting the intrusion of negative emotions, he adjusted his mentality and moved on.
Many times I am very anxious, because of my own stagnation, because of my own powerlessness. I hate that my boss sets up so many obstacles for me. I do not understand. I obviously did well enough, but he just didn't give me a fixed job. Look at the colleagues who came to intern at the same time. They are already a lot ahead of me.
I didn't understand until an old employee of the company said that I could do better. He said that before becoming a full-time employee, you still have room for improvement. A little more training and a little more bumps are good, this can make you better. In the next few weeks, I participated in teaching and research activities. In order to make myself better, I watch the instructional videos over and over again. I took a small book to listen to a senior teacher's lesson. I learned to make lesson plans more reasonable and scientific; I learned to build the prestige that a teacher should have...Of course, these are not easy.
In the process, I hesitated and complained... Fortunately, I slowly carried it over. I also understand the supervisor's kindness. He didn't stop me from showing up, but he hoped that I could do better. And I also understand that the road to what we want will never be too smooth. But it doesn't matter, all training is to make us a better version of ourselves.
As long as we carry it over, the beautiful distance will eventually arrive as scheduled. Sarah is a friend I met while working part-time in college. She comes from a small town in England. There is also a sister and a mother in her family. Yes, Sarah comes from a single parent family. She knew that mother was not easy since she was a child, so Sarah matured very early. When other children are still sitting on their father’s shoulders and playing, she has to take her sister to do some housework at home as much as she can; when other children put on new clothes and have a happy New Year, she and her sister are still wearing old clothes... Yes, she has never enjoyed the happiness that should belong to her childhood. On the contrary, she has to endure the hardship and pain that ordinary children do not need to endure.
After going to college, Sarah never asked her family for a penny. Every time she is on vacation, she is very busy, busy studying, busy working part-time. I once asked her, I said, you must be very busy and tired. Sarah just shrugged, she said she had gotten used to it all these years. But she firmly believes that everything will be fine. Sarah’s words make me feel bad inexplicably. Because of her outstanding performance, Sarah worked directly in a training institution after graduation, with a good salary and a relatively easy job. Compared with her, we are like a headless fly, throwing resume interviews everywhere, because we are often rejected due to lack of experience and discipline.
Finally, even if you find a job, you can earn enough money to make a living. I once said to Sarah, I really envy you. Sarah said, you can practice for a few more years. Yes, there is no way to go in vain in this world, and there is no way to go in vain. Your sweat and hard work will turn into rain to nourish her heart one day. All the training she has experienced before will eventually make her a better person and receive better treatment.
When I was young, my family was very poor, and a family of seven was squeezed into one room. It's okay when it's sunny. The house will not look good on rainy days. It was raining heavily outside and light rain in the house. In order to reduce the burden on the family, my sister and I will go to other people's homes to work. It was a cold winter. We are going to sit on the seashore where the cold wind blows, grab the cold kelp seedlings, break the rope, and clamp the kelp. It was okay at the beginning, even if it was hard, even if it was cold, I could bear it. But after sitting for a long time, his hands and feet directly froze. What is more confusing is that because the rope is a bit hard, the fingers of the broken rope will be injured, and the seawater is salty, the wound will be particularly painful. But you have to endure the pain, because if you endure it, the pain will eventually stop. When I went to serve the food, my hands and body trembled uncontrollably because of the cold. So my bowl was shaken into the pot, but fortunately, the adults didn't blame me. I think they also think it is not easy for my sister and me. They have learned how to make money and share the burden of the family since they were young. I didn't make much money at that time. I tied 30 kelp ropes worth 2 cents, and my sister tied more than 50 ropes.Although we don't make much money, we are all very happy. At the same time, I also understand that making money is really not easy.
At that time, I told myself in my heart that I must work hard, study hard, and work hard in the future. Later, I was admitted to university, found a job with a good salary, and developed a good habit of frugality. Because I know that making money is not easy, I never want to spend money randomly. And I am very grateful for the past years, because if I have never suffered, how could I be who I am now. Yamamoto said three things: People who have not experienced bitterness in their youth will not grow up. Yes, which great man in this world has not been tortured or experienced before becoming a great man?
Although we are not great people, ordinary people also have the wonderfulness of ordinary people. Before reaping this excitement, we must go through some trials and some hardships. When we experience, we become anxious, suspicious, and even want to give up. But we must also think about who has not experienced all the ups and downs in life. If we carry these ups and downs, we will definitely develop a better self. So, I hope you and I understand that suffering is like a thunderstorm before beautiful light and shadow. As long as we carry it over and step over, many gorgeous flowers will eventually bloom.
CS.Wang