Opportunities..| A matter of the heart

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Sometimes life gives us an opportunity to do something, it depends on us whether we take advantage of that opportunity or waste it. Sometimes it takes a lot of time for us to understand and our opportunity slips away like in the past and later we have nothing but regret.

But if our hope and our dedication are true, then what we are thinking and understanding that (we wasted our opportunity) we may be wrong.
A similar incident happened to me today. I was very excited about this contest but it took me a long time to understand it and the time allotted for us ran out.

An instant of regret filled my heart.
Then I remembered a saying,
My Lord says, "Hopelessness is disbelief."
Then it was as if a new energy came into me and was telling me to write what I want to write,
"Surely your Lord is with you".

So now that it's still midnight, tomorrow morning before the start of the day, I will write my feelings and post them too, In Shaa Allah.
And the joy and satisfaction (that I didn't waste my chance) I feel now can hardly be expressed in words.

I will not end on this, but now I have to take advantage of my good opportunity, I have to share something.

If life gives me a chance to tell me what your heart desires, then I will put life on one side and make only one wish.
I want to meet my late father and feel his kindness and love again.
I had heard that people who leave this world,
then people forget their words and memories after some time.

But I don't know what kind of thirst it is that doesn't end. Maybe my guilt is behind it. He died one month and seven days after my marriage and I could not see my father's illness in my happiness. His declining health could not be noticed. And my father hid his illness from me for the sake of my happiness, he didn't let anyone feel how much he was suffering.
He was a heart patient.

And they also took their last breaths in my hands.😭
Sorry I can't write more.

That's all I want to say,

I wish that time could fly again
I wish happiness could be found again
May this land not be taken away our dears from us
I wish the sorrows of this heart would be buried in this earth

Life will not give us a chance again and again. If we understand this, many regrets and hopelessness will be saved.

Thank you to @aneukpineung78 and @wakeupkitty for the opportunity to participate in the miner we-write contest.