I understand the feeling and the pains this has caused to you, it's definitely not easy for those who lost their love ones, this remind me of when I lost dear sister, I was in pains still in pain when it flashes on my mind, but Isaiah chapter 25 verse 8 has really comforted me, there Jehovah promise that and I quote "He will swallow up death forever, And the Sovereign Lord Jehovah will wipe away the tears from all faces. The reproach of his people he will take away from all the earth, For Jehovah himself has spoken it".
According to act 24 verse 15, it gives us hope that we'll see our love one's again they'll be a resurrection.

For we the living know that we'll die one day, we need to use our time on earth to do what's right fighting our imperfection.

I really enjoy your article which has remind me that there's hope for the living despite what we're facing today, Jehovah cares about us and he'll continue to when we hold on to him alone even till death he knows us.