Stress

One thing that makes me unhappy is stress. I'm not one of those people who can hit the button and load happiness, better a bunch of happiness. I can't load it and am not a great pretender. I wish I was but if I ever was it's beaten out of me at a very young age.

Last week I had felt more stress than before and had to multitask in between hours of trying to recover a hacked community. With a lot of help and endless patience of @steemchiller (sorry for driving you crazy) I managed to do it partly.

What I didn't know is this platform Steemit is active and hacked accounts and up on a blacklist. @sexycarmen should know this too.

It wasn't all about Steemit. I have work that couldn't wait and the children, especially the youngest, needs hugs which is a huge change but good to get closer. So grouphugs it is.

In between my daughter and I try to find a birthday present for the birthday child. Searching for second hand, asking, waiting, asking again, payment link doesn't work, hoping not to be cheated by the seller and an a huge lack of sleep.
I tried to distract myself by watching a film and going outside for a walk.

Friday is the only day I drive a lot and to town. Although I felt tired and had to fight the pain it was good to be outside. An elderly lady greeted me as I passed by, the lady at the post office was helpful and the sun did shine for a while. Happy jumpy wolves and annoying cats. I talked to my daughter and managed to ask a sick friend how she feels today and now it's time for me to go to bed.

There's no need to wait for happiness to load, no need to force me to feel what I don't feel. I'm offline and tomorrow I'll see what I do, which track I take and what to trace. The first thing I need is to recover myself, reload my battery to be able to function again.

A great weekend to you all.

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