Oooh🤦😓. I am sorry to hear to hear about the death of your mom 3years ago. You are the first born child and you have two kid bros and kid sisters.. What coincidence, we both share similar life things because I am also the first child and I have two bros and two sis.
Our mom also died about 6 to 7 years ago. And ever since, we have been struggling to survive but thanks be to God almighty as we are perfectly fine
May God continue to bless you all my dear