Reflection

It's so true that time flies. Growing from childhood to woman hood has left me with pains, love,fear,courage, uncertainties, betrayal and the rest but it has also drawn me more closer to Yaweh. I'm a girl who loves to define her own world and decide what comes in to me and goes out but there are some things humans encounter that will pierce through their heart no matter how one protect the heart.
Living in a brutal and cold world has made me become stronger and has never caught me unawares thanks to the life lessons I had to encounter and the people who made me smile, who made me laugh, who made me cry, who were always loyal, who were always there.
A pretty, shy and smart young girl grew into a womanhood. I recall all the childhood friends I had but as time passes by, I began to realise that not everyone is meant to stay. I never belonged to a clique that I don't know but the people in clique loved me as their friend.
I remembered the high school click click on boys especially senior school. The funniest memories is when I was a junior crushing on my seniors boy. It was fun. I never wrote love letters😂 but I can't recall if I had one. I always wanted to be popular in high school but I never was popular. I was but not over popular unlike in my University now.
The morning assemblies I skipped, the gist I always had with my girls, the trending fashion. The fashion part, I wasn't really into fashion but I dressed dope and hot on social events. A music lover 😍 even up till now and a dancer but I never dances in high school. I was shy and I danced only during socials which was something beyond imagination,the whole senior attached to one name. This are the reflections reflected on my mind. The painful part of it all was during graduation and I felt empty.
Now baby girl is now a youth. Time waits for noone. I wish I can turn back the time and amend my past mistake and make it right. Flow with the right set of people and overcome peer influence but I am now a stronger version of myself who has realise her mistake and aim on getting more better.
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