The Diary Game Season 3 || Meet my Youngest Daughter & My Recovery from My Operation (part 2)||

Hello my dear Stemmians specially to my fellow countryman. Lunes ng tayo'y nagkakilala Martes na muli tayong nagkita 😅🤦🏻‍♀️ ayy parang Mali pero kumakanta din po ako sa cr hahha basta Lunes ngayon kaya dapat positive parin ang pananaw natin sa buhay para positive din ang papasok. Wag susuko sa hamon at pagsubok na dumarating dahil Sa bawat sa pagtatapos tayo'y may natutunan. Ayan na nahihirapan na ko magtagalog alam nyo naman ako feeling magaling mag english 😅🤦🏻‍♀️

Let's now proceed to my blog, this is my continuation of my part 1 If you haven't read just click the link.

I was finished with my operation they put my diaper and they let me rest for 30 minutes. My baby was given to my husband then I felt a sudden pain into my tummy I thought it is the stitches that makes its hurt. I saw my husband waiting for me outside as he were also shocked to see me. (at the room he told me I was so pale and he was so worried) But he told me we had a beautiful baby girl. At my room I needed to be transferred I was carried by two or three men they told that took good care of me because my stitches might open. They also gave me an oxygen tank so I can breathe easily.

I saw my last child but I couldn't carry her I couldn't even moved it was so painful. The nurse came they said that it's time for my pain killers, they saw my tears are falling I heard my husband asked is it really painful? Oo kuya, mas masakit yan kasi naligate pa si misis Mo

My husband left because as casual employee he will not be paid if he will not go to work. So he leave me with her mother and our 13 year old daughter. My first night after my operation was unforgettable because my legs are so painful I thought I couldn't walk because the pain was so different. I just told my daughter to massage it I'm always crying because its so hard. I was also thirsty but wasn't allow to drink I need first to fart so I can have water.

My second night it was me and my husband they removed my catheter but I still have my diaper on but not even once I pee on a diaper. I already three previous child. So even I'm afraid to stand up I told my husband that I want to pee at the comfort room. But he insist that I shouldn't walk! But I told him I needed to, I'm still wearing the operation dress. I stand up while hubby is helping me I was like a baby learning to walk at the first time. I walked wearing my diapers and a top above, other patients are staring at me they pitty my worse situation. We went to the comfort room I need to help myself because I was the one that meant to deal with this situation

And because I can already stand I put a smile and another prayer to my heart. And these only proves that whenever Lord God gave you a trial he will never leave you with questions but he let us see the answers. Because we will not noticed we already overcome his trial.

Thank you so everyJuan
Love. @usagigallardo15