dear wishful failure,
I hope you are doing very well as you embark on one of the most important steps in shaping your life. This can't be found missing on a cornice in the city is a very desirable person. Your arrival in my life was like an unknown-tumultuous river whose flow inspired me to rise up again and again despite falling down. Got it. That unexpected day was January 10, 2022. New place, new people, a girl who was crushed in the tangle of various fears, was immersed in a thousand thoughts and weaving a dream web of the new year. Then suddenly you unexpectedly arrived in front of her. That girl's dreamy vision was on you from that day. Focused. Not only are you amazingly beautiful, but you are an amazing brunette, a simple person with an amazing personality. Unique being. You are my only inspiration. Although you
never spoke to me like that, the unspeakable first love feeling was hidden in my heart stone. You did not even get a sense of the words written in my eyes. Invisibly, I weaved a web of dreams in the world of imagination day after day with love. Moon. My long time favorite but since you came into life, I have placed Sudhanshu, who I dislike hotly, in that favorite place. Your name. So is the sun! Do you know the meaning of my name? Shuktar. The one that rises in the sky in the morning is so close to the sun. So what do I think? Even if you don't transform into my own person in this city of perfection and imperfection, you and I will remain together behind the clouds of that distant sky. All my life. I look at the moon every night and express my thoughts and think that maybe you are watching me from somewhere but maybe that thought. Absolutely pure. But wherever you are, I wish you to always be good, be happy in life. I may not even remember you, or maybe in the course of time, we will both be written in each other's records, but forgetting you in this life may not be possible for me. My Your existence will be found forever just as the two dreamy eyes of pure love are still searching everywhere today. Perhaps we can relive the various scenes of life. I will lose my existence one day by being encumbered by the net, but even then the being called you will remain in my heart forever. I will say especially that this letter may never reach you and even if it reaches you, you will not understand that the recipient of this letter is really you. However, I will say for the last time that I love you very much. Happy first day. From till today I, worn out with deep feelings, lose my being to the being called you Apamar is falling in love. He has no complaints, no shame, no regrets, only the overwhelming tendency to love. Be kind, my dear, not to be found, a very desirable person.
the end
Occupants of space in a single cell of your infinite amber
Shuktara ★