Depression Broken into Pieces

The pieces of my broken depression is divided in to three parts and each has some sub prices within them. And I'll explain what I had gone through before sequencing my mind against all the suicidal thoughts that almost claim my life one way or another.

I had a stumble in my academic life ever since I finished high school which really became a struggle for me over the years , I haven't made my way in to college for as long as about 3 years now .

During this times my mental health started, and it came into play with me believing that I can't do anything in this aspect of my life . well I was heartbroken that I couldn't get into college for that long and the pressure from my parents and friends became unbearable that I had to create a dark side where I can just be a loner, with no one to turn to for help because I believe I was mentally ill.

This precious aspect of my and also the main cause of my depression came in as well. I had a woman I loved so much that I'd give her my world ,but she broke my heart and i was sad deep down that i went into my shady mode .

It's sad to know that my mental health was unstable during this times and I felt very lonely in this world not even sharing my struggle with anyone because I laid myself in my dark side and wanted to end my life because of my fails in the key aspects of my lively hood .

I found a way to let go of my depression when I started playing video games with some of my real life and online friends . I crated this bound with everyone there and they really made me to share my emotional problems to them.

All photos were taken with an IPhone XR