This can be a day of change. Tomorrow is a new day, and it is based on what you learned today.
Could, should, don't? This is a formula for failure.
Show up. Do what you know that you should.
How can things change? Is it because things are different? No. It is when you are different that change happens for you. Things can be just the same, you can change your situation when you change yourself.
Make a decision to read books on the improvement you need. Listen to input on this change. Make the change the center of your days.
Surround yourself with those who think, advocate, and talk the way that you want to live. Make the change the center of your days.
You can do this! Have faith in yourself, show up, and go for it.
JP