I hope you are all well, I pray you are always well and healthy. In fact, in our life we ​​can't always be good even if we want to, we can't keep our good mentality even if we want to. In fact, I have never really been able to hold my own in the end, because I can't be stupid, because I can't get too close to people, because I don't have too many flaws in my love, I want to get a little too close. In a different way, it hurts the heart. In fact, I can't talk all the time even if I want to, I can't bring out all the pains of the heart, maybe I have more limitations, maybe I have a tendency to do wrong things, maybe I can't do things the way people around me expect!

Sometimes it seems like a lot of things in my life are stuck in the middle of these words, sometimes it seems like life's achievements are lost in emptiness, because the last scene is never pleasant for me, I can't make or keep it happy. Do you know the biggest failure of my life? I can't use the opportunity properly, the opportunities catch me differently, I can't shake my conscience, I can't come out of my boundaries and use the opportunity properly. The source of my failure started working from here, then the people close to me turned away from me after a while. I become emotionless, lose the courage to question myself then draw another picture of failure in a lifeless heart.

No, I don't look back at all, I don't try to present different sum of thoughts with functional or algebraic formulas. I try to keep the painful consequences of life to myself. Maybe in the last moments of life people may come to the wrong side, maybe the consciousness of the people close to them may be awakened anew, in that hope we try to make a layer of wet sand on our own sufferings. In fact, we always look at one side of human life, try to consider them with the shell above them, and try to imagine a position like ourselves. But the question that needs to be answered may be that we never do or try to do it, because we are afraid to enter the darkness, not interested in seeing the scene when the darkness is gone.

Maybe I have a lot of problems, I have a lot of failures, I have a lot of pain, maybe a lot more could have been expressed here but I don't want to put you in the middle of too much curiosity, so I don't want to go any further. Why don't I really try to be as responsible as the people around me? I can't be good to them unless they are happy or satisfied there, that's the reality. No, I never tried to deny the reality, but accepted my own destiny with a smile. Maybe another uncomfortable destiny is waiting for me in front of me, maybe another handful of dreams are waiting for me, maybe I have to prepare myself in a new way. This is the destiny of life!

In fact, none of us have the ability or ability to cross the line of destiny, maybe not me. Because of which I may never have made that effort, I may have come back from confessing my guilt or my disability, I may not have wanted the truth to ever be revealed, because of which the calculation of my position has always been inconsistent, I have found myself guilty. I found the opportunity to do. I know every man gets everything according to his merits, I also know some people get a lot beyond his merits, but I know why I get stuck in the middle of them again and again, neither qualified nor unworthy, stuck in a sphere puzzle, maybe that's for me It was decided that maybe I should be satisfied with that.

All will be well, forgiveness will look beautiful. I always try to keep my smiling face in front of everyone, I keep the back of my heart stuck to the boundary wall just for my own wanderings. In fact, there is no end to our needs, there is no limit to our needs, maybe a change in my needs is urgent, maybe a new field of our own. If necessary, we have to change or be forced to change those areas again and again.