Create a new version of your self

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Don't blame nobody cuz your abusing your own self. You don't like your self so it would be more better if you creat a new version of yourself.
If I want to be lazy, I would still be alive depending upon my parents. Eating sleeping gossiping etc but it won't get me nowhere. I want to go after the goals I've planned and understanding how my body works for things. If you start doing things which your higher level of your version would do, you'll gradually become like that and it would be part of your life. And that's what logic is.

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Higher version of themselves should know how they spending their hours, whom they are spending time with and things with. Are they worth it?. Where do they hangout. Where are they spending money. What's their career choices. Even what's they wearing and carrying things.

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Your the only person who knows what should be add in your higher version like communication skills to develop, more weight to gain or muscles, more pretty etc.
As now you have this mindset to have those particular goals, now start thinking small steps towards them. Don't be lazy don't be shy just be consistent over it cuz you know achieving it would be more beneficial.
Start things with positive affirmations so your mindset only works on good things and not negative. And when you'll do it you'll be more happy for completing it. If you don't feel like things to go, think that what would my highest version of my self would do.
Things are easy, it's all about your mindset game. Don't be pathetic and lazy. Work in your self again and again so you could live fully. Life don't give you 2nd choice.