The sky look clear

in hive-181136 •  6 months ago 

the sky looks clear.
no cloud
Clouds cover. as
when I hear the chanting
great song when I'm at the moment
before. there is no android phone
crypto business does not have a freelance system. I'm thinking
all alone accompanied
somebody. but i really
can't get too caught up in
sadness and anger
take part in helping others
like before? and become
depend on others for
first time in my life. I want to meet
someone next to know
and try to accept it all. Because I look at the creatures of God from
demigod and angel
who wants to dance like a goddess
Kunti with Lord Lakshmana.
from your inner radar all this time
I want to know people's hearts. I
this stinky and weak one. time
must be grumpy, fierce and sadistic?
while sharp objects are not
want to be sharp and appear
and the embers can't
scorched my house because
I can't reach the seeds yet
Fire seeds in my life. I
now can only be amazed
Stunned and crying. I
not back but changed
become small in the eyes of people and
God. they can flip
It's a fact that happened today.
am i lonely and alone
and this paper boat that will
convey to them
about the meaning of my life. I want to
my paper boat can convey my poetry stanzas to
don't take me too long
life is always stunned. is
am I mentally ill? is this what
is it called mental illness? what is it
anyone mentally ill? mental illness
who doesn't remember what?
really hard to believe it hurts
this heart becomes mentally ill
and inner. less sociable
or less social?
oh god how long will my body
can only be stunned and glued?
I don't want this to happen either.
what am i afraid of? broken my hand? or stroke my body?
or crazy without remembering what?
Or am I stressed this 21 years?
only one who knows the answer
See me everyday. possible
This drug can make me
not afraid of anything. my fear
doesn't make me happy and
my loved ones are happy.
who is the person i love
Now? artist or child
Grandchildren complement every life
This side of me or the family that doesn't know its origin? I'm 38 years old lonely and without feelings. Until now I don't know how to live life
without love and feelings.
I want to have a heart to heart talk. but with
who should I trust?
no one is familiar and sympathetic
I don't even have the base clock
Never wanted to care. I doubt
with anya base clock. because
she's a girl not a boy.
even if he's a boy it's impossible
this weak. very words
Spicy to the ears. why should
heard for the umpteenth time
actually i'm still there
I don't accept all of this
have to go and never come back
i want to meet anya base jam
Just everyone will be surprised
why did he have to be found
and why my feet won't
Move to ask for something
As fans to idols. I
want to return him to
place of origin. only i don't
have what i can
be proud. this heart goes on

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