The Diary Game: August 1, 2020: I Am Hoping That My Body Pains Would Continue To Improve Because Of My Efforts

I still have a crappy joints and there is still pain, in fact I am still terrified in trying to walk but definitely I can never walk without an aid like a crutch or a walker because of the body type that I have now because my backbones is already an S-shaped not to mention the area in my neck area.

What really prevents me to walk is the overall body pain and the fact that my lungs are squeezed which makes still feel breathless because not much air goes into my lungs when I do some extra exertion like as simple task as walking.

But as of date my body pains had improved a bit relative to what I am feeling from the last few months. I guess that my Cinacalcet that I am taking for my hyperparathyroidism is working slowly and I pray to God that it would continue to work so that I can finally be able to heal my bones and stop it from leaching Calcium into my system anymore.

I am trying with all my resources just to rehabilitate my joints and bones so that at least I can live pain-free again. I had been battling this problem for quite a while now and I just spent a lot of money too because of this kind of medical condition all because of my being a dialysis patient for a long time now, I am almost 19 years a dialysis patient already in December.

Aside from my Cinacalcet I am also trying to control my Phosphorus intake by taking phosphorus binders like Calcium and "Sevelamer carbonate" Renvela so that I will make no reason for my parathyroid to go hyperactive, as high levels of phosphorus for a long time was the culprit of my hyperparathyrodism which resulted in Leontiasis and my current bone complaints.

Along with calcium I am taking my Vitamin D supplement almost every other day at 10,000 IU and I have no clue if that is already enough or what but it will help me to absorb more calcium and heal my bones.

I am praying that God would bless my efforts just to give me a better sense of well-being so at maybe one day I can be pain-free again and maybe I will be able to do the things that I was doing before and much more. I just needed more prayers because prayers for a person pure in heart will cause mountains to move or in my case my life to change for the better.