This afternoon I just though to exercise my two flimsy legs by walking around the house because I think I can walk a bit because there isn't much pain that would prevent me. But I feared that I might not have a sturdier joints yet so I abandoned the idea.
Maybe soon I will be able to walk again with little aid but definitely it will never be the same. My backbone had already suffered too much that standing-up proves to be so uncomfortable even maybe if I can walk again. Even if I had the money fixing my backbone really is a dangerous ambition to put some solution because of the risk of paralysis.
It is not good to get another form of illness right now because of the CoViD19. There are too many tests that had to be done before you get treated and that really costs a lot of money. S I am just afraid of breaking a bone or two or getting some form of issue in my joints. My bone doesn't heal better unlike in normal people so i am just so careful now on how I use my limbs.
So I just rather stay in my bed and basically do nothing, how boring my life is and it is a painful situation itself because I could not do anymore the things that I was doing or wanted to do. It is frustrating as heck and thank God for the Internet at least I have something to use to take away my mind off from the things that bother sme everyday.
Still I am crazy enough to hope and dream that a miracle could happen in my life. It is the thing that keeps me going rather than to accept my fate as it is. I hate giving-up before doing something about it but at least I am making a difference in my life despite my physical infirmities.
Anyway fortunately I can sleepy easy nowadays and it makes me feel relaxed, it could have a healing properties and not drinking a regular coffee really made a difference. But still I feel that I am just wasting time sleeping or not and I just wanted to do something in my life but could not because of this disability that I have but now this is my life and I have to deal with it, at least for now all are manageable, still a reason to be thankful for.
Mucho ánimo @criptópico la vida es una oportunidad única llena de sorpresas maravillosas amigo solo debes darle la oportunidad y apreciar cada detalle ya veras todo lo que te relagara.
#onepercent
#venezuela
Saludos 🇻🇪 👍
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